However much I'm falling down...   
Dec. 22nd, 2005 | 04:44 pm 
 
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It's never enough.

At a time when someone else has the Christmas that should have been mine...
Someone else has the heart that I was told was mine...
And someone chooses to throw away a sentiment I was glad to make mine...

I ask again why aren't I ever enough to be happy?

I am told time and again that I'm funny, pretty, interesting, unique, amusing, a great person, great friend, great lover, great girlfriend, great ex, great everything...

Just not enough.

Not enough to take the risk
Not enough to hold your hand
Not enough to be another

Better, greater, more interesting, better for your, better fun, great company...

Just not enough.

I hate that I let people do this to me. Apparently I'm not good enough at this either.
 
 
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