amaya - When other people ask the right questions things become far clearer to oneself.

When other people ask the right questions things become far clearer to oneself.

Feb. 19th, 2006 | 10:47 am

Which is why the last couple of days have given me grim acquiesence to what I suspected was true for some time. So now all I can do is get used to this dull ache.

When you get the same response 99 times, you tend to expect the 100th to be the same. I had learnt, maybe foolishly, to rely on the support and rescue you have always provided which is why it is confusing and hurtful to find it gone.

It is very difficult for me to do certain things for myself. While I have devoted some time to assuring myself that I am strong enough to be able to do them, I have learnt time and again that achieving these feats only teaches me how much I dislike them.

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