amaya - Black Eyes Full of Stars

Black Eyes Full of Stars

Jun. 19th, 2006 | 02:33 am

Current Mood:

Questioning

Well that changes things somewhat.

Left cynical and bitter by previous experience I am unwilling to let myself be too optimistic, despite the positive influence of such a turn of events. Will it slip away, find a path or be another reminder that contentment is constantly held just out of reach?

I have returned home not to problems for which a solution must be found and enacted but instead opportunities which require significant work to take advantage of, and I'm not sure which would be easier. At least the anxiety related to potential failure in relation to obstacles is motivating, unknown potentia is a harder goal to work towards when the fuel is still dampened by doubt and fear of the unknown.

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