amaya - Of that rare state of Singledom.

Of that rare state of Singledom.

Mar. 11th, 2007 | 06:20 pm

Current Mood:

lonely

I can't work out if I'm actively sabotaging myself, attracted only to the unavailable, the foreign and the emotionally detached. I apparently terrify people enough that those who are actively interested in me are too scared to let me know and I appear to have lost the ability to discern who is on my own.

In the meantime I am reminded of just how desireable the taboo is, friends and exes sharing flirtations and looks that can never be followed through; an addictive drug that makes the lesser innebriants of the possible seem pale and wan.

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