And he fell into my life like a gift. 
amaya
  
Mar. 19th, 2007 | 01:53 am
 
It is an unhappy circumstance that means that politeness stops me from sharing change in my life by my usual means of online banter. I did not fight to steal something that was not mine to take, but seem to have offended the other treasure seekers nonetheless, and so must put public opinion over my own feelings, again.

On the other hand it seems entirely bizarre to have had such a turn around in such a time. Never in all my life has something felt so right, so clear, so fitting and so returned. Despite the short time things seem to have been done the correct way around, with discussion and emotion and feeling taking precedence over lust, to find myself of all people wanting to commit before I had even seen them naked.

I keep looking for the flaw, the problem, the issue that will fundamentally destroy a chance, it seems too easy, too good, too short a time since I asked why I had to work so hard for so little, that this time I have had to do so little to be given such a prize.

It seems so out of character, so bizarre, so induced and giddy to feel like this that I don't trust it; but find myself shocked to see that exact sentiment reflected by his own face. The questions I've asked myself, he says, the things I have looked for, he is and finds in me.

Please let it be real. 		 
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